18 2 / 2012
I find it funny that you started following this blog.
It’s like… there’s no way I can keep a secret from you XD Which is a good thing because I don’t think I ever want to do that.
All of my raw emotions are just BAM, right in front of you and strangely, I don’t feel too uncomfortable having you know everything. Usually I get embarrassed and stuff.
This is good though. I think it has something to do with us being friends first before liking each other. Are you comfortable around me?
I was a little scared again this morning when I looked at a picture of you, and the spark of affection that I usually have wasn’t ignited. But I know I like you because you were the first thing that popped into my head when I woke up, and last night, I just wanted to be close to you, without actively comprehending what I was doing.
I need to stop trying to control stuff, and just let things happen naturally. Feelings will increase as we spend more time together and we will know this isn’t an infatuation… it’s sincere and real admiration.
