February 2012
64 posts
Sometimes, just sometimes, when I am tired and in the zone of thinking too much, I wonder when you are going to get tired of me.
I think I fell harder
When you said “nooooooo” in such a gentle and why-would-you-ever-think-that tone.
I know you are a good guy. It was just extra comforting and reassuring to hear you say nothing is gonna happen.
I melted because you talk to me like I’m a baby sometimes.
There’s bro-voice for when you talk to the pack, game-voice for video games, physics-voice for intellectual...
Oh. My. Gosh.
What just happened.
xoxo with classical music.
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I am very comfortable around you
: )
I find it funny that you started following this blog.
It’s like… there’s no way I can keep a secret from you XD Which is a good thing because I don’t think I ever want to do that.
All of my raw emotions are just BAM, right in front of you and strangely, I don’t feel too uncomfortable having you know everything. Usually I get embarrassed and stuff.
This is good...
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Will you are so cute the things you said tonight...
I’m like blushing so hard I need to drink cold water and I don’t usually like cold water.
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I was just thinking earlier today about how it'd...
and it happened.
My version of the science of deduction
Reasons why the roses could be from you:
Music paper. Isabelle asked me for music paper after rehearsal, and mentioned you needed some.
Yarn. Leah had a bag of yarn with her in the lounge on Vday that oddly resembles the ones on my roses.
Handwriting. I happened to have a piece of paper with your handwriting on it and your “n” matches the “n” on my roses.
After I got...
I am falling for you.
Everything went so smooth last week but for the past two days there’s been this tension.
I want to be close to you but I don’t know how. It’s like… words disappear inside of me and nothing interests me anymore.
I have also lost my appetite.
Don’t know what exactly is happening but you are slowly occupying my thoughts. I haven’t felt this way in a long...
I wish it was you who gave me the rose
I also wish you would play me my favorite song.
Everything went better than expected
I had spontaneous lunch with you and we walked around for a bit after that.
Just being around you makes me feel safe, worry-free and happy.
I am thinking that things don’t have to happen, I can be okay with just being around you a lot and be the friend that likes you but won’t cross the line.
I don’t know, we will see.
Muuuhhhhhh
I don’t understand why I am so sad all of a sudden.
I feel this tension between us.
I want to be closer but I am afraid.
That feelings when you have so much to say but nothing comes out.
It’s frustrating, but it made me realize how much I like you. I like you enough that it gives me pain.
I feel like there is a screen separating us, disabling us from communicating and I hate that....
Emotional roller coaster riiiiiide!
Not fun because I am ecstatic one second and sad the next.
I think I might wait to see what you would do.
Thanks for making me a bracelet
It was a cute… how to say it… thing that happened to happen
I find myself trying to contain and surpress my feelings though
It’s like… woah things are entirely single-sided like I imagined it to be because you are showing subtle hints that I am not just a friend like the other.
And I am a little paranoid, worried and scared… things just got real and I don’t...
It's growing stronger.
Anonymous asked: Dear person I like
yingspeaksquietly:
You are non-existant yet, but I hope that when we meet, I’ll know it. And hopefully you will like me, too. We’ll be great friends, study together, have fun together, play/listen to music together, talk about problems/challenges and solve them together, do cute things together (even if you don’t want to, I will make you), be there for each other and be happy together. If we...
K I have a plan now. Well sort of.
I like how relaxed and not dramatic everything is. For now at least.
I am going to wait a bit longer, and if things stay the same or intensifies, I will do something about it.
Well there must be a reason why you walk next to me a lot and our arms/shoulders touch and we are both fine with it.
And you waited in the aisle of the auditorium until I passed by to give me a hug after West Side Story because you knew I’d need one.
You are so hard to read. You are...
Okay what is up with this shoulder touching thing?
Yes, I had a wonderful time.
Yes, you made sure I got on the bus with the group.
Yes, I stood next to you on the bus and later sat next to you and we made animal noises.
Yes, we walked together up the stairs to the balcony.
Yes, we sat next to each other in the concert hall and talked about how awesome the hall is.
Yes, I totally showed my...
STOP. THINKING. ABOUT. HIM.
Muh.
I don’t like this. Feeling like the happiest person in the world one day, and doubting my judgement/ giving up all hopes the next.
This is such an emotional roller coaster ride.
Literally. Up and down. The longer you stay up in the air, the harder you fall.
I just wish I can figure out what you are thinking/feeling.
But that could result in disaster.
I will just, you know, stick with...
Smile! Now! Please?
You are so concentrated :D
I like to see you smile : )
No I am not saying concentration isn’t a good thing. It’s a great thing.
It's incredible how the thought of you or anything...
Much more than anything else… very very close behind family and music.